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It feels beautiful.

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It feels, I can't, I don't think there's no words to tell you

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that how beautiful my life has become.

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It doesn't mean that all the problems

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in my life has gone away.

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But I have a better grip

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on how to handle things in my life now.

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I don't expect everything to go peachy keen because life has

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its ups and downs, but the one of the most beautiful thing is

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I don't know if I could get angry anymore, I really don't.

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Sometimes when things around me

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and people on my job now says, "Do you ever get mad?"

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So just to hear, you know, the other day at work one of the

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ladies says to me, she said, "I thought you was running for

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an office or politician, you're always walking around greeting

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people and people are always walking up to you smiling."

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And that's something new to me, very new.

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But it's all because of the PTSD treatment I went through

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through the VA hospital.